One shot love

I have decided I am a one shot love kind of girl. By this I mean, I would not ever go out with a guy I had dated again, for any reason. Not ever. I've watched so many people in my life do this, its just not worth it. Whatever problems you had the first time are still there, they haven't just gone away over night, you don't come back to the relationship more experienced you come back wanting the good and not the bad. But that's the problem with it. You have bad times in your relationships, if its bad enough to break up, stay broken up. Don't call it quits for a month and get back again. God I can think of all the grimy guys out there who screw up the relationship they have and then want it back. Be a woman! Say FUCK NO! Do you want him to treat you badly, threaten to kill himself or you? Do you want to end up in a situation where its just a cycle of psychological abuse? NO! HELL NO! Jesus.

I'm thinking about all this because Micala is back with Joe. Spineless worm Joe. Greasy disgusting bad breath Joe. Joe who is obviously not attractive enough to help her procreate no matter how attractive she is. Want to know how many times they have gone out? Do you? At least sixteen, yeah not an exaggeration. Sixteen fucking times they have decided to break up and get back together and for what? To do it all over again?

Yeah no thanks. I'll stick with boys who want serious relationships not flings, who want love not sex, and who want to be with me regardless of how much of a bitch I can be on a bad day. I know exactly what kind of boy I want, and I absolutely REFUSE to settle for less. If we only live one life, why bother with sub-par and settling. Get what you want, or don't bother.